Every year I try to do a post on or very close to my birthday and this year's birthday is quite a bit different than any other I've had so far. This is the first birthday I've spent away from my family & friends. Although I'm blessed with sweet friends and co-workers here that have made my day special, I've kept it pretty low key today. I spent the day working, helping families and walking in purpose. The past year has been filled with transitions and changes and learning experiences.
For the first time ever I've had to walk through things without my support network being close by and it's been so eye opening. I feel like I'm stepping into adulthood for the first time for real. You never know what you're really capable of until that safety net is gone. I've experienced some of the most trying times of my life over the past two years and when God relocated me it was a chance to start fresh and step out into purpose and obedience.
I can't say that I did everything He told me to do exactly how I was told, but I've definitely tried to keep my ear to His heart for me. I've had some good days and some days when I was quiet but my face was cussing. lol I'm learning more and more about myself every day and many of the things I thought I was ready for...I'm SOOO NOT! While other things I never thought I wanted or wanted to do, I discovered that I was not only ready, but equipped and well prepared to do. I've realized that I'm just getting started with what God really wants me to do and I'm ok with that.
Some big things are about to happen and I pray that I'm in position and prepared for what I've asked for and what God has promised so the manifestation isn't delayed. Sometimes God will require the hard things of us up front before we ever step into assignment just so we won't mess up the blessing He has for us on the other side. Hang in there if you're going through the process. It'll all be worth it in the end. I'm looking forward for all that 37 has in store and seeing the word and promises of God manifest for my life. To my birthday twins, I pray this year is amazing and full of God's grace and favor!!
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