A friend posted that this was a very fitting picture for me and I agree, but let me tell you why. One of the hardest things for me to do is sit still and do nothing. The second hardest is probably to receive. I don't mean gifts on birthdays or anything like that, but to genuinely receive from others. I'm so used to doing things for myself and by myself that it's often a last resort for me to ask for help. Oh does God know how to show you some things in the midst of a situation!
For the past two weeks (and still) I haven't been able to put any weight or pressure on my foot. I had it wrapped in a splint and at times was in pain that literally brought me to tears. The foot would swell up so tight inside the bandages that it felt like there was no circulation in my leg, it would fall asleep and go numb, and worst of all I couldn't even wiggle my toes. I had to put ice packs on and off every 20 minutes and keep it elevated to at least hip level. Talk about going crazy!! AAAAAHHHHH!
Every time I needed something I had to ask someone else to get it for me, it took me forever to hobble through my house on crutches because of other injuries, and by the time I hobbled to wherever I was going, I WAS worn out! Things improved mobility wise when I got my knee scooter but I still couldn't get my own food and drinks unless it was in a container or bottle that I could put in the pouch of my scooter. My mom has been amazingly helpful. She's been staying with me and my granny (aka Thundercat) is usually here during the day. Needless to say I don't know how I would have made it this far without the help of family and friends.
I was thinking about all of the things that changed since my accident...All of my things in my daily routine have changed, the location of the items I need have changed, the people who have access to me have changed, and the places I used to be able to go whenever I felt like it, I can't get to if I tried. The success of my day depends greatly on those around me. If you haven't figured it out yet... I'm at the edge of a great season of blessing, elevation, and breakthrough. Much like where some of you are right now.
God put me in a position that I would HAVE TO slow down and examine myself. He allowed me to see who is truly in my corner, exposed some people's motives and intent, and repositioned me to see things from a different perspective. During this time I've had more time to think, pray, read, study, and meditate on what He's showing me and telling me. I'm improving at receiving and asking for help. I've been able to gain a whole new level of respect and empathy for the people I'm called to serve, He's closed some doors (thank you God!!) and I'm enduring without being able to run or be "busy". So today I challenge you take a look at your current situation, no matter what it is, and see the hand of God working things out in your favor.
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