From the Abundance

It's been a while since I've been here and I know that's probably why I'm feeling a lot of the frustration I'm feeling today.  It's 2 am and I haven't even attempted to sleep for the night yet... Wow.. once again I'm up and awake and will pay the price for it in the quiet moments at work!       As I've stepped into the newness of 2010 and all that it will bring I have to be transparent and say it's been a struggle... God has elevated me to new places and I have most definitely been feeling the attacks that come along with it.  I thank God that even though I may get frustrated and want to give up or walk away at times... He always has a way of ever so gently pulling me back in.  A friend of mine (shout out to Ty R) said that beyond being transparent, we should be translucent.  for those who don't know the difference let me help you catch it... transparent --> having the property of transmitting rays of light through its substance so th

Well this is my first post of the New Year and wow... it's been an amazing 8 days already... God has really shown up in a major way and done some things to just blow my mind like never before. A few years ago I began to ask God to show me what my purpose is, why I'm here, what I'm supposed to do with the things He's given me, how to put it all together and what I can possibly do for Him with what seemed to be a bunch of stuff that doesn't even go together... Fast forward a couple of years and here we are in January of 2010... I know my purpose, I know what my gifts and callings are, I've been activated into the kingdom, He's showing me what my ministry looks like and has even given me visions of what it will look like. I say that to say this... even when you think what God is calling you to do is impossible, beyond your means, you're unworthy or you just can' plain figure out how you're going to make it work... write the vision. Habakkuk 2